© 2019 - Bill Mauldin
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My Story
Years ago, the Shriners had schools for disabled
kids. By now, most of you have seen the cute kids in
the ads for Shriners Hospital. Those are the kids I
grew up with until the eleventh grade.
When I was 21, I woke up and was paralyzed from
the chest down because of damage from Polio.
I went on to build a good size company with the
ability to do large projects, sometimes employing as
much as 30 people.
When I was 50, with no advance notice, I awoke to
be paralyzed from the chest down. Because of scar
tissue from earlier operation, three different doctors
gave me only 10% chance that I would not be
paralyzed from the neck down if they operated.
I lay in the bed for almost a year, just staring at the
ceiling. The feeling had returned, and the nerve pain
was almost unbearable, as all of my discs had either
ruptured or were destroyed. I was unable to get out
of bed because the pain impulses were so intense
that my brain impulses to walk would not work. By
now I had lost everything, was existing on credit
cards and was living in a tiny old trailer that the wind
blew thru so much we would almost freeze, and
when it rained, it leaked so much it would have been
a waste of time to put buckets in all the leaky places.
I have seldom ever asked God for anything. I know
He is kind and loving, but with so many people
asking Him for “things”, I always felt I should do
everything I could on my own, before asking Him.
One day, I asked for help, but instead of asking Him
to do it for me, I said please either tell me what to
do, or if there is nothing that can be done, teach me
how to be happy with the life I have being paralyzed.
When I woke the next morning, I felt exceptionally
happy. My wife immediately noticed. She asked why
I was suddenly so happy, and I told her I realized
that somehow I could get a wheelchair and some
ramps built (had no idea how, but knew I could) I felt
like my life was not over, and felt hopeful for a new
beginning.
A couple of days went by and a recurring voice came
to me and said, get in the water, get in the water. My
first thought was “should I get someone to take me
to the lake”. By now I had often had thoughts of
ending it all. If someone took me to the lake and
dropped me in, at least the end would be quick and
the pain would stop.
That afternoon a newspaper was left in my driveway
even though I did not subscribe to it. I opened the
newspaper, and an ad leaped out at me. It was an
ad for an indoor pool at Baylorworx (a local clinic).
I mentally dismissed this because I could not walk,
but this voice kept nagging me.”get in the water, get
in the water”. So I called Baylorworx and they said
they had classes, but I explained my situation and
asked if I could get in the water between classes.
They said that if I could get help to get in the pool
then yes, if I got a letter from the doctor.
Long story short, within 3 months I could run in the
pool as fast as on land. The doctor and physical
therapist said there was no explanation of how I
could even walk as nothing had changed. MRI
revealed all discs still ruptured or destroyed. I know
now the voice was from God.
Soon I was able to return to work doing engineering
consulting. I had never made a great deal of money
doing this, but it was not long before a very large
successful company hired me for a job. They were
so satisfied, they kept me busy until I retired making
more than any time before.
God not only healed my body, but my finances, my
life.
It seems so amazing how God took a disaster. Living
in a shack, with no one to help but my wife. No food
stamps, unemployment, relatives, or disability
checks. Living on credit cards for a year. Ending up
in credit card debt so much I thought it was
impossible to pay it off, and God turned it into a
situation I could never have dreamed.
Through the years, I’ve continued NOT to ask God
for “things”. Instead, I have given Him thanks for
ALL things in my life, no matter how small.
Even without my asking, He has continuously
showered me with much more than I could have
dreamed of.
Did this happen because I was so good. No. I am no
different from every other sinner in the world. I
know there are many more people much better than
me.
God has the same amount of love for all people, no
matter what they’ve done, and He wants to bless all
that want to accept Him and love Him.
Looking back, for some time, I wondered what was
the key to God rebuilding my life so wonderfully.
Then one day it came to me.
When I was down to the bottom, nothing left, in pain
and destitute, like a child, I turned to God and laid it
at His feet, KNOWING and believing that He would
help. I had TRUE faith in Him, faith that I had
probably never had before.
The same blind faith of a child.
I also think that he has continued to bless me
because I do not ask Him for THINGS. Instead I
continually thank him for all that he does for me, no
matter how small.
At 77, I continue to be blessed each day, and wish
the same for all others.
PRAISE THE LORD !
My True Testimonial
Bill Mauldin
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